Friday, May 20, 2005

a Kiss from a Beer, then shiver and fleer.

*UPDATE*
My last week's update is to be posted soon, im just finishing the remaining days of the week.


May 20, 2005

After office hours, my officemates and I went out for a drink in EarthWeb Cafe SM, well, just drink a little to unwind and discuss some life busting problems! jk! :P At 10pm we decided to move to the place, when we arrived, we ordered a round of drinks just to get started.

Since it's friday, many faces were seen outside the cafe, coz the establishment next to the Cafe is a Disco Bar. We had our laughs and praises.....a lot of beautiful and not so desirable people are going in and out in the Cafe and in the disco bar. We all just watch with awe....and boohs. Oh well, before we know it, it's already 3am and it's our 3rd round of drinks...im pretty sure me and my officemates were tipsy coz most of our conversation was getting more and more nonsense.

So after the last drop of drinks had been serve, we went home on our separate ways. Oh...not yet, we took a cab and they dropped me the road near my place. I took the plate number of the cab, the model of the vehicle and the name of the taxi. While walking I've sent an SMS message to two of my officemates who had their cellphone just to inform them about the vehicle they were riding in case something happen, you know...(concern stuff!). Here is the details: White Toyota Corolla, Emerson Taxi, Plate Number GVL 116. See...I wasn't that drunk! :P ^_^

When I got home, I immediately changed to a more comfy clothes and since it's really hot that night, I slept in my undies. Whoah! that's censored? ....................not!. I said my prayer then...closed my eyes then my world went blank.

"I miss"--my BLOG week long update!

Saturday, 21th of May 2005:
*My rest day, my day off!

I woke up with a little feeling of headache.....as a result of our night-out last night. Hehehe...I just stayed in bed for a while and tried to let the feeling subside until I can get over this kind of whatever...(side effects of having too much drink...but amazingly I wasnt drunk). That's what you get from drinking too much beer(???).

When I got up, I wash my face and went straight to my cousin's house to read the local news, eat my brunch and went online to update my blog. Since dindin(the youngest son of my cousin, and everyone's fav bunsoy) is also using the PC to play ragnarok, I have to cut my updating short and let him use the PC. Adorable kid! We used to play WWF Wrestling together in their sala, when he was not yet hooked on ragnarok. :P

After watching him play and guiding him in game, I went off to StarTrax Internet Cafe to update my BLOG! After 3hours of comtemplating/re-evaluating the obsence(lols) events that had happened/ and typing......Woooooooooohuuuuu!~!!!!! and it's done! hehehe...I just have to update it tomorrow. Im off for now!

see u tomorrow! :P~
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As promised, here is my whole week update! :P
Last update: May 21, 2005 Time: 6:45pm
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Hey! It's been a while since my last update of my BLOG. It has been a week already!!! x.X Shame on me XD. Im gonna update this blog soon, right know im kinda busy...my brain is not working properly....im stressed out of the week's work....jeeezzzz. I need a vacation, in New York! :P
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Well, just to summarize what I have done in the past week, hmmmm.....let me start last:

Saturday 14th of May, 2005:
*This is just a summary details will be posted later*
it's my day off, but I have a dinner date with my dear friend Dabie, after the delicious dinner, we watched a very nice movie Kingdom of Heaven, after a few talks, she went home, I went online to my FAV Forum spot iSTORYA.net. Then I went home @ 1:30am to sleep.

*The details*
Well Saturday basically my day off, no work for me. ^_^ Let's start from the time I wake up hmmm. I got up at around 9:30am....flexing muscles a little bit then goes out, to my cousin's house to play Ragnarok(an ONLINE game). Then at 2pm I took a bath to meet this dear friend of mine. I promised her a dinner date at this cozy place, coz we haven't seen/talk in while(since graduating High School, just imagine how many years was that :P). I arrive in SM around 3:30pm and waited till 5pm. We're supposed to meet @ 5pm and go the place together.

After an hour, my friend Dabie(her name is DABIE btw) sent an SMS telling me to fetch her @ Globe Business Center in SM. So off I went and we met there. After a few, hi's and hello's and chitchat we decided to walk and bought a book from National Bookstore for her reference in the subject she's handling Turbo Pascal. And since, it's still early and the sun is still up, we strolledaround the mall and talk about our life. The usual how are you?, how's it goin? kind of question.

When we noticed that it's about 5:30, we took a cab and went to the place. We arrived 15mins after, since there is no traffic, and the driver of the cab knows his way around the road in the city. The name of the place btw is Casa Verde, it got a lot of referrals from my friends and cousins, it famous for their affordable "Baby Back Ribs" and "Death by Chocolate" dessert. I wanted to take HONEY their but since she's away and were not in good terms, I tookDabie instead.

After we ordered our meal from the waiter, dinner time! And it's the baby back ribs alright as our main course! It's huge....so big that it's enough for two person. Aside from being affordable, it's also delicious, the meat is tender and juicy. Idont have to describe it all, over-all the dinner was superb. After dinner, we decided to watch "Kingdom of Heaven". After watching.....and few talks about my demise(sarcasm!!! eeeebil!), we decided to go home and went on our separate ways, she went home and I went online, post some stuff in iSTORYA.net, played an online game, then I went home around 1:30am. Feeling down again....was able to sleep @3am....I think.
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Sunday 15th of May, 2005:
I woke up feeling nostalgic to my one and only....again...I felt empty inside. It was exactly 1 week since we last spoke, and our last conversation was not that good, about letting her go. I was kinda mad in explaining about it, but our conversation was interupted coz we're out of cellphone load. Just thinking about it, makes me feel....ugh! Never mind!

Stayed in bed for a while, thinking about just everything that happened to us. I was thinking of her, I was thinking of our future/her future/my future and all the possibilities there is. After a lot of thinking, I stood up, and said to myself, I have to move on....time will wait for no one if I dont do something about my future(bah! talking big, but deep inside im empty without her). I went outside, saw my brothers in the place where most of towns people hang out. I have to moved on....somehow It made me comfortable for a while, and it's good. :)

After lunch, I went to the office to prepare for my class in the afternoon @ 4:00pm, called Dabie, made a few chatter then attend to my class. After my class, I went home and changed to my casual clothes. When I as about to sleep, Im feeling lonely again. I got up, and went online again, hoping that I can catch her in YM! by chance, I am missing her so much! Since my efforts was futile, I went home with the nostalgic feeling again.

In my room for about 2 hours later, I still couldnt sleep, I just keep on consoling my self, I grab a motivational book, and read a few pages, then one page made me snap to my senses.
"If no one else would motivate you, MOTIVATE yourself.", more or less it sound that way. Then I told my self, I can move on...I can move on...life will definitely move on. Then suddenly, I've found peace in me, and last thing I noticed was, I am sleeping. :)
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Monday 16th of May, 2005:
This day, I woke early @6am I was already awake. I got up, eat my breakfast and took a bath and ready my self to process my NBI(National Bureau of Investigation) Clearance, one of the requirements for acquiring a PASSPORT to travel in other countries. Me and two of my officemates had a scheduled to meet at "La Fortuna Bakeshop" near the Capitol of Cebu.

I arrived at exactly 10am in the meeting place, while my two companion was on their way also. Few minutes later, we went to the NBI office to process our clearance. During processing, I saw a familiar face, it was Charo, a dear friend way back in college days. She was also processing her NBI Clearance in preparation to apply another job in other company. We made a few chatter while she was falling in line to pay in the cashier, after that we I say goodbye to her then, we went off the place and report to the office for duty. We arrived at exatcly 11:30am, thirty minutes earlier for our reporting time. I am happy, during this day, I have seen a familiar face, that made me realize that life is really worth exploring than just working and going home routine.

At 1pm, I had a class with my student, Abbey. Then 3pm another class for Advance C Programming, then in 5pm, C++ Programming. 7pm I was already free, and posting some stuff in iSTORYA.net. Went home, feeling kinda lonely again. I am missing her so much than before, I couldnt bear it any longer, I've sent two messages via SMS. But Im not expecting a reply, since I know she wouldn't. At least I have expressed what I feel towards her, though it's not enough for me, there's nothing I can do for the moment. Feeling kinda lonely again, another battle rages on my head, heart over mind, mind over matter. But in the end, I've manage to find peace once again and slept @ 3:30am.
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Tuesday 17th of May 2005:
Usual routine, woke up @9:00am, went to my cousin's house to read local news(which I make it a habit every morning). After reading the local news, login to the NET, check some emails, and post some stuff in the forum(iSTORYA.net), check friendster, then play Ragnarok for an hour together with their youngest son(Aldrin), "dindin". After playing ate my lunch, took a bath then report for work.

Same class schedule, 1:00pm - 3:00pm Computer Architecture, 3:00pm-5:00pm Advance C Programming, 5:00-7:00pm Object Oriented Programming with C++. After class, dinner outside SM, together with Henry, Omar, Richie & Don. We used to eat grilled pork/grilled squid/grilled fish and "Tinuwang ISDA". We always eat after our class 7pm-7:30pm since last week, and this is our daily routine every night.

After office, I went straight home, feeling a little shaky again...this time I wanted to talk to her, but I wouldnt, she might not answer my calls. I might feel down again if I do that. What I did, I called her Mom, in their apartment in the city, and we talk about her...how was she doing in BOHOL. During our talk, I've learned that they went to Bohol to attend the annual town fiesta. Too bad, I wasn't there to visit. Last two years ago, we went there together with Honey and a close friend.

We've talk about Mommy's(I used to call her mom Mommy) travel to Bohol, we never had the chance to talk about Honey and Me. Maybe her Mom is also trying to stay away from the topic coz everytime Im bringing the topic back, Mommy would stray away to another story. So I've noticed it, I just listened to Mommy's story about their travel in Bohol, then we came to the topic of getting a passport and the requirements of getting one. I told Mommy, that my requirements is due this week, in fact it's to be released on THURSDAY, May 19, 2005.

Going back to the topic between me and Honey...Mommy told me to let her(Honey) be, maybe she needs a little space in her life in Bohol. "Pasagda-e lng na cya Lot, ayaw teksi, aron matagam", I think thats what Mommy said to me, more or less. But too late I had already sent two messages to her yesterday. Well, too bad. Later, we had to cut the conversation short coz Mommy has an upset stomach due to the food she had eaten in Bohol. After saying goodbye, I felt at least relieved and comforted by the words of Mommy. *sigh*

After talking to Mommy, I went online to iSTORYA.net and read/post some opinion and stuff, check my email(hoping a message from her), check my friendster account and look at her account if she has been online and read my message. Too bad, she was not online. Oh, well off I go, and went to sleep at around 2:00am, though it was a bit early when I arrived in my room I just couldnt sleep during those times til 2am or wee hours.
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Wednesday, 18th of May 2005:
Same routine again, woke up @ 9-10am, prepare to take a bath, read the news, eat brunch, off to office and report for work. Attend to my class, send schedule 1-3pm/3-5pm/5-7pm. Hmmm...This day is just an ordinary day...nothing happened much, except for Marie not to attend her class again. Oh well, she got this soar throat thing...going on. I just hope that she would be fine and be able to report back to my class.

After office, went online again, checked my email, friendster and the forum of course. I went home at around 1am and slept at around 2am+. Daily routine.....nothing's much.
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Thursday, 19th of May 2005:
Hmmmm....this day I have received my NSO Certificate of Live Birth, one of the requirements for getting a passport to travel. Im glad and feeling cheeky, at least I got it were I planned it and scheduled. Right!

After reporting to office, 1:30pm we had a staff meeting regarding a lot of internal changes in the organization and what's going on internally in the office. Well, I was not kinda paying attention to it, and not really interested in listening(am I a bad influence/example to you? My Bad! =( ). I just surf around the net and posted some stuff and listened again to teh meeting.

Well, nothings really much this day, I had to skip my class with Abby coz we're still in a meeting, it was adjourned at around 3pm just in time for my next class. But when the time came....all of my students where absent and none of them came :( my bad...was my subject really that hard? Oh well, might as well use the vacant time motivating my self.

Dinner time, Lalhai(my officemate) and I went for a dinner at Triple V Express. I ordered Pork Steak, and she ordered Sizzling Sisig. During dinner, we had a little chit-chat about what's going on in the office, and all sort of stuff that made us laugh/oohh/ahhh../really??. Heheh it's just between the two of us. After dinner went back to the office, then went home after 10pm. That's basically it.
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Friday, 20th of May 2005:
Same routine, wake up, read the local news @ my cousins house, eat brunch, take a bath, report to office, attend to my classes, @ 7:00-7:30pm dinner outside SM.

*This day I have received my NBI clearance, another requirement for getting a passport to travel. Im cheeky again! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~* kid stuff! lols.

after office hours... a kiss from a Beer, then shiver and fleer
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